First Attempts...
I don’t know about you, but this is a rule that applies to so many things in my life - work, relationships, parenting - you name it and I can find an example of when I made a complete hash of doing something for the first time. Even something I’m now so very proud of, like these William Hannah notebooks, started out as a glue covered, leatherette and cardboard prototype that wouldn’t have looked out of place in a kindergarten class.
So give it a try, smile if it turns out badly, and do better next time - the important thing is not how your first attempt turns out, but that you made a first attempt at all…